my life/my philosophy

Македонски IT Crowd...

2011-12-08T17:12:00.001-08:00

Ова не е анти-реклама, туку само поука од лошо искуство....

... а бидејќи не е анти-реклама името на фирмата ке го обележам со ХХХХХ

Јас сум веќедолгогодишен корисник на една од интернет/тв/телефон комапните, дури си дозволувам да се ставам себе си во категорија на лојален потрошувач.

Плаќам сметки, вонајлоша варијанта еден месец покасно... со денешните приходи и тоа е миракле.

Иако сум претплатена на пакетот во кој има и телевизија и телефон и интернет, јас најмногу сум засегната за интернетот.

Поседувам wireless router (Netgear WPN824v3), кој нормално си го користам за да си овозможам удобно сурфање низ целиот мој стан. #thank2myman

Е сега Најмногу што ме нервира од техничкиот сектор на ХХХХХ е тоа што секој пат кога ќе се јавам за да пријавам или да се информирам за техничкиот дефект со кој се соочувам во моментот, прво што добивам одговор е “Дали поседувате рутер?„ нормално јас на тоа одговарам со афирмативен одговор, и како механизам им е веднаш да ја бараат вината во мојот прекрасен рутер. Хммм ама баш секој пат.

Но последниот пат беше доста интересно што дури дојде до ситуација да се убедуваме дали воопшто ми е или не ми е приклучен рутерот во струја, епа навистина претераа.

Јас разбирам дека поголемиот процент од нивните потрошувачи се технички необразовани лица. Тие техничко необразовани лица не дека не се способни, туку едноставно не се замараат бидејки сигурно имаат некое лице дома или во комшии кое е доволно запознаено со технологијата или пак наједноставно зошто да се замараат кога самите компании ангажираат „стручни„ лица (нормално со исклучоци) за да го средат вашиот/нашиот проблем.

Но еве јас која се разбирам во технологија и техника, зошто да бидам третирана како мутава? Ама баш буквално како да абер немам од ништо.

И дозволете ми да ви ја доловам ситуацијата:

- Добро вечер

- „ХХХ„ на линија како можам да ви помогнам

- Се извинувам но немам интернет може ли да видите зошто?

- Поседувате ли рутер?

- Да да! (јас пак горда на мојот рутер)

- Ај ве молам ресетирајте го

- Ама не сум приклучена на рутерот, директно преку модемот сум конектирана.

- Е, како госпоѓо еве овде гледам дека сте приклучен (види богати он од таму гледа ваму, хмм)

- Ама дечко со кабел директно сум на модемот и немам интернет...

И да не ја должам многу, муабетот нормално после 20 минути убедување, што дури отидов до таа крајност, го поканив да дојде да види дека рутерот воопшто не е ни приклучен во струја па камоли да сум јас преку него конектирана, дојде екипа што дојде после неколку дена да види всушност дека до модемот е проблемот и нормално добив нов модем (а нерутер)... Секоја чест битно го средија проблемот...

Ама мене ме интересира кога Маркетингот во Македонија ке се искачи на повисоко ниво и кога потрошувачите ќе бидат третирани како душа на фирмата. Нема потрошувач, нема профит мислам проста математика.

Значи Поука за сите оние кои основаат фирми за добра и услуги или веќе сте основале, Rule No.1 Потрошувачот е оној кој делигира дали фирмата ќе ви работите, и затоа негувајте си ги лојалните потрошувачи и ама не ги запоставувајте и потенцијалните.

Професорката по Маркетинг (btw прекрасен професор) не научи на 80/20 правилото кое вели 20% од лојалните потрошувачи го прават 80% од профитот... Многу логично...

И во име на Македонската Техничка Подршка ве поздравувам се мај фаворит IT Crowd...

Photos of Summer 2008

2008-09-15T15:45:00.000-07:00

Happy 11th month anniversary !!!!!

2008-09-05T11:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY LOVE

Today on 05.09.2008 me and my love are celebrating 11th month anniversary.
So thanks to photoshop i made a small but interesting photo as a present for my love.
And my love made a PERFECT animation with PERFECT efects in flash butttt i have no idea how to uploaded on my blog. So as soon as i find the way how to uploaded i will share with u.

Stay toon for my summer 08...

Went out of gas...

2008-06-12T07:40:00.000-07:00

Today i got up very fresh, with a smile on my face(as usual), i took my morning cafe and got prepared for university. Everything was great.

I finished my job at the university and went to see my dad in his office.

So after seeing with my dad i went to find my mom and go home. On our way to home, out of no where our car stopped. We ran out of gas, and believe me thats the first time.

The car stopped on a very bad position of the street. And we really needed help so we can move the car from the road in order not to be hit by any car.

As pushing the car with my ant and my mom, my ant called one guy (Macedonian) who was passing by to help us. And to tell you the truth i was expecting a bit more politeness from him(at least he looked like a polite guy). But guess what we didn't get it, nor the politeness nor the help, just because he was to fancy to help.

Sorry but i am Macedonian and i have to say that in my whole life i haven't got help from any Macedonian person when i am in trouble.

To finish, after my mom went, my ant also stopped one cab and hump in it and she asked the cab driver does he know where can they find a gas station.

So i guess he told her, where. I was standing in front of my car just to protect it from the cars that were passing not to hit in us.

After 20-30 minutes my ant came with the same cab driver. What happen?

First he didn't charge as much as he need it for the driving coz he was willing to help us(its was 3pm, they went very far from the car), he put the gas in to the car, and he waited to see if everything is ok will the car start.

The car started, everything was ok then.

But after this situation i can just say that the people who hate Albanians are people who hate someone without knowing them. You can't judge a hole nation just because of few individuals. In every nation there are bad individuals (The cab driver was Albanian, and noooooooooooooo Macedonian person stopped to help us)

My dear people, my dear Macedonians, remember it doesn't count from which nationality you are, the only thing that counts are your good actions. Help to people coz one day you will need there help to.

1st and 2nd of May in Ohrid (day 2)

2008-06-06T17:48:00.000-07:00

2nd of May:

So as previously agreed we went for our second adventure. Even more better then the first day. We decided to climb to almost the top of mountain Galicica (more...) out National Park Galicica. Because we weren't so physically to climb to Magaro the top of Galicica.

To get to this top is a bit hard coz with a car you can get only to one church that is called St. Gorgij. The view from here is just amazing just breath taking. You get to this church you park your car and up you go.

The view from the church up to the Lake Ohrid,

How can u not take a photo with your love :)

Wow how far is my apartment :$

So we started climbing at the begging it was hard, but know the fact that from up there you will have a chance to see one of the natural beauties of Macedonia just motivates you.
The funny thing was that we were almost the youngest people climbing and all the time we were past by older people. It was so obviously that we were just not that ready.

While climbing we sense the mountain culture, even people that we didn't know were making a small conversation to us. That was pretty nice, i loved it.
It really reminded me of my past when i was climbing on mountains with my dad. While climbing at first we would've met people who were climbing like us but then after a period you get to know each other and wuala you have new friends.

Anyway climbing up you can really feel the difference in the air (I mean hallo i am from Skopje, we don't have air). It was just amazing, we were climbing for i think one hours, but it was worth it.

So we got up, AHHHHHHH just without words. Can you imagine standing in one spot and from your left side you see Lake Prespa and from your right side you see Lake Ohrid. Just indescribable.

Now i see why other countries what to take our Macedonia, because is simply beautiful. Nothing can compare with this natural beauty.

But enough words here are some photo for you to stop thinking that all of this is a lie. But remember no photo can change an eye ;)

One of the many breaks that we took while climbing,

Again me experimenting with the macro, in the back of the flowers you can see Ohrid Lake,

Now my love experimenting, lovely,

Closer and closer to our goal, not that close but hey we got the spirit,

SNOWWWWWW

SNOWWWWWW,

Me and baby on the TOPPP finally and in the back Lake Prespa,

A group photo of all of us, Thank you :) to the person who took this photo,

Even do the climbing was hard for us, believe it or not going down was even harder.
No one wants to leave that beauty.

And that was all people but only from this post, not from the Macedonian natural beauty

Thanks for reading see ya soon...

1st and 2nd of May in Ohrid (day 1)

2008-05-23T10:02:00.000-07:00

Celebrating 1st of May:

In many countries, May Day is synonymous with International Workers' Day, or Labour Day, which celebrates the social and economic achievements of the labour movement.

This year for 1st and 2nd of May i decided to go in Ohrid.
To tell you the truth it was a very smart decision from my side (it's not the first time). I honestly didn't though that i will have a blasting time.

I went on 29th of April so i stayed for a few days. Ohrid was again crowded there were lots of tourist i thing from Bulgaria and from Srbija(no one from Greece :) Thank God).

Any way Me, Joey, Ljupce and Donce decided to gather in the lovely and amaizing court of Joey's Vila (http://www.vilaflora.mkd.net/) where we were discussing where to spend our two mean full days.

1st of May:

The day has come we were all excited and all willing to spend the best day of our life. All dressed in tracksuit's ready to go... We hoped in Ljupce's car and went were our mind(sorry his mind) was leading us. As we were driving we went on one open field near to one of the famous beaches in Ohrid-Gradishte.
We spend great 4 or 5 hours on the field, its was a sunny day, we were all in a good mood. Ljupce was making the barbecue (...mmm tasteful), i was making the salad and Joey and Donce after everything was done they just tasted the food(some one has to).
We also were playing frisbee and Joey showed him self as the most talented. Well we all know how to play but still, he really knew the technics.
The day was over we were all tired, but we all agreed that for 2nd of May we have to have another adventure.

But first here some photos;

Ljupce and Donce,

Me and my love Joey,

Me and Ljupce preparing the food,

While me and Ljupce are preparing the food Donce is carefully observing us and
my love Joey taking photos ( :) a good evidence ),

Here's my love observing and smelling the barbecue,

Just enjoying in his presents,

My handsome love sitting on Ljupce's car,

I am just using every chance i have to be next to him,

Joey and his frisbee technics,

Enjoying his hug,

And I won't be I if i don't experiment with the macro options on my cam...

(to be continued...)

Me on IPM 2008 in Republic of Macedonia

2008-03-16T17:58:00.001-07:00

After IPM i manage to collect photos of me taken on IPM, but the interesting thing is that i don't have any photo of me taken by my lovely camera.

Why? Well because thats me when i am excited i always forget to use my camera.

just me,

me and Nesrin,

Nesrin, Me, Alba and Cihan, hanging in front of the CC office

Lunch at Metropol, Alba and me
we are eating soup

Me working;

Me and Nava (Jose Pedro Navarrete Montilla),
we really did need a shower and some sleep

Me, Martha and Cihan in the CC office

Me and Nava at the Info desk

Me selling Becks and Stella, nice ha!!!!

Me having fun after long day;

Nikola, Me and Cihan
They are drinking and I look like a drunk person
(i wasn't drinking)

Me and Tomas, I love his hat,

I really love this hat

Martha, Me, Cihan and Vela,

Martha, me, Cihan and Giray,
KISSESSSSSSSS

Me on some of the Events;

Me before Macedonian dinner,

Me and David on Macedonian night,
at least we are trying to smile =O)

Me decorating Partners Dinner

Me and Cihan on Partners Dinner
i just love this photo i honestly think this my best photo of IPM 08

Part of the CC on one of the CC tables

Part of the IPM 08 CC Team,
We are never all on any photo

Those were some of the photos that i have from me on IPM

One of my dream came true =O)

2008-03-16T16:16:00.001-07:00

3 days before IPM as usual something is not going according to the plan. My dad told me that he can't give me his laptop to use it on IPM, and I felt crushed.

He tried to find a laptop that i can use for IPM but no i don't like anyones laptop. Of course i can't accept it coz i am afraid that something bad can happen.

Friday night:

I was chatting on skype with my Love and my dad called me on my mobile and just randomly asked me "Do u have anywhere where you can buy the laptop you want tomorrow?. Tomorrow? Tomorrow is Saturday and the office that i could buy my laptop its closed". But still i didn't gave up i told my dad that i will got tomorrow morning in the center and search for my laptop.

Saturday morning:

But actually the situation went VERY well. I did manage to find the laptop i wanted,

I actually got the laptop i wanted.
DELL ISPIRON 1520

And thats how after rain the sun is shining.

Never stop believing in your dreams, don't ask how are they going to fulfill just believe in them.

See ya soon with fulfillment of another dream

IPM 2008 in Republic Of Macedonia

2008-02-11T13:59:00.000-08:00

Globalnoto selo e del od Internacionalniot Kongres na pretcedateli 2008, najznacaen globalen nastan na internacionalnata mladinska mreza AIESEC, koj ovaa godina za prv pat imame cest da go odrzime vo Makedonija vo period of 15 do 21 Februari 2008, vo Skopje i Ohrid.
Ovoj kongres pretstavuva isklucitelna moznost za promocija na kapacitetite na mladata populacija vo Makedonija, tradicijata i kvalitetite na nasata zemja, pred poveke od 250 mladi lideri ucesnici na kongresot i ambasadori na svoite zemji, koi doagaat od 104 razlicni zemji, clenki na AIESEC mrezata od celiot svet.

AIESEC e internacionalna platforma koja im ovozmozuva na mladite luge da go otkrijat i razvijat svojot potencijal, za da mozat pozitivno da vlijaat na opstestvoto.

WWW.IPM.ORG.MK

NE PROPUSTAJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Skopje in SNOWWWWWW

2007-12-15T09:58:00.000-08:00

YUPIII SNOWWWWWWW

AH SNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! I JUST LOVE THE FEELING!
Love watching it from window how its snows while drinking hot chocolate. For me winter with snow is the most romantic period in the whole year and my wish from Santa is: On New Year's eve there to be snow so I can have my romantic period with J.
Love playing on it, making a snowman. As a matter a fact I made two snowman s(If I may call them snowmans =O( )
Hey I know its ugly but what do u expect from a little snow on my balcony.
It matters that I try plus i was not dressed were worm so I was able to stay one few seconds.
And the second one it is hopefully better.

But at the end the feeling is not the same if you don't have your love one next to you =O(

Baby I miss you.

Happy 21st Birthday to ME

2007-11-26T10:53:00.000-08:00

1 month since we started dating

2007-11-05T16:49:00.000-08:00

Hey baby since 05.10.2007 till today 05.11.2007 we have been together for 1 month.

CONGRATS BABY.

Jeff Dunham - Melvin the super hero

2007-11-01T09:30:00.001-07:00

Just for you J

2007-10-28T16:10:00.000-07:00

The lyrics are just for you J

I LOVE U BABY

Michael Buble
''Everything"

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

Michael Bublé - Everything

2007-10-28T15:32:00.001-07:00

Dedicated to my baby J

My best photos from summer 2007

2007-08-28T07:24:00.000-07:00

This summer I spend one month in Ohrid with all of my friends from there.

Being there helped me get some rest from all the responsibilities and ppl around me for this year.

It was a long but great summer...

Here some photos of my moments...

And now some photos from Ohrid...

So this are just a part of the photos that are reminding me of my moments from this summer...

Every each of this photo has its own story.

Maybe one day I will tell it to you.

And remember that the details make are life's more interesting.

C ya, soon with new story and new photos...

Summer..........

2007-07-20T09:43:00.000-07:00

SUMMER TIME

Summer time is the best period in the year, everyone loves it, especially the kids.

What is the Summer for?

FOR ME TO GET SOME REST...

SO LONG PEOPLE I AM ON TO MY SUMMER VACATION

SEE YA ...

HAVE FUN THIS SUMMER COZ FOR SURE I WILL HAVE

5 AM SURPRISE

2007-07-16T20:31:00.000-07:00

I am on my way to home after long night. It's almost 5:30 am and i just enter in my building and the first thing a saw was,

Yes thats true that is a key of my locker.

And as usual a short movie in my mind that some one rob my mail box.

Rob my mail box?

Why in the world will anyone rob a mail box?
Maybe to take and pay my bills. HEHeheheheheheh yeah right just in my dream.

So as you can see a took some photos as evidents. I know its sounds stupid but in 5 am i don't have my mind working that good. After i took few photos of the potential crime i got home and i asked my mom does she know anything about this key and of course she told that she forgot it. Then she told that she forgot it while taking the package that came for me.

FOR ME? A PACKAGE?
NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
And when i saw where the package was from i was shocked. I just didn't had any words.

I start opening the package and what can i say this is something that motivate me and help me realize that no matter where are you from you may have friend from all around the world.

In this moment i am talking about very special people who are from Netherlands.

In side the package I found a beautiful postcard,

that says

then photos of my DEAR DELEGATES,

and finally a little surprise that really got my heart, EAR RINGS.

Ah I can't believe it they remember that I ADORE EAR RINGS and they got me one from Holland.

And look at them there are wonderful, amazing and I ADORE them.

GUYS I LOVE YOU AND I MISS ALL OF YOU, WITHOUT YOU MY ROOM IS EMPTY.

Hey my dear ones not only that you made me cry you also gave me motivation to stay much more longer in AIESEC. And to see that every time there are people who will cherish you.
Now i feel soooooooooooooooo much moreeeee glad that I was the OCP of MILDS 2007, that I had opportunity to organize something that will be in your best memories of you life and AIESEC experience.

You really did surprise me a lotttttttttt and I wish to everyone to feel this what i am feeling now.
Because I really feel happy and proud to have you as my friends.

And I really have no words to describe what and how am I feeling now.

I LOVE YOU ALL.

A BIG GRATEFULNESS
TO
BIRGIT, THIJS, PETER, MIRJAM AND JIN

Here some photos of our moments together...

I PROMISE I WILL COME TO SEE YOU ALL.

AND GUYS NEXT TIME WE ARE NOT GOING BY CAR, LETS TRY WITH A BIKE.

HUGS&KISSES

On my cousin's wedding

2007-07-14T04:20:00.000-07:00

Today is my cousin's and his future wife wedding...

They are a couple for a long time, and one day they decided to get married.

Today is there wedding day, the day when they become husband and wife.
They day when they start there mutual life in front of the low and God.

Marriage is just a paper that will make officially a wife or a husband to your partner.

The wedding is a ceremony that will make that officialism more fancy and help every one from the family see each other and celebrate that lovely moment together.

But still it's nice to have one. (or more if thats your luck)

This is me prepared to go on the wedding,

This are some details from the decoration...

Me with my cousin and his now known as wife Sandra...

On the wedding I had a great time as everyone else because it was a very cheerful wedding.

Every one were dancing,

Everyone were happy and cheerful,

I wish to everyone may your wedding be as cheerful as possible for everyone.

And this is me on the wedding,

To have a beautiful wedding ceremony it's not about having the most expansive decoration, clothes, food, drinks, venue, but it's in to get married with the right person.
So from that day till the end of your life you to wish it happen again, but most importantly is to be again with the same person.

Now thats something I wish to all of you and of course to me to.

So share love and you will find your true happiness.

I can't wait to go on another wedding.

Come on people get married, coz I am ready to participate on your lovely wedding.
Don't worry it nothing scary or hard.
But remember just say YES.

Keep reading new event are coming for suuuuuuuureeeeeeee...

My inner photo of you

2007-07-12T20:28:00.000-07:00

My inner picture of u…

You are the one that I see as perfection even do you are just my perfection. You are not the prince on the horse, but you are just my perfection.

You have the shape of your eyes that helps your smile be much beautiful, and then it is. You have the hair that the wind makes it look much cute on you. You are the one that even without words successes to worship me. You are the one that I am looking for in everyone, but when I think I found you, you somehow manage to disappear.

My inner photo of you is a perfection that doesn’t exists, a perfection that I adore, a perfection that I am looking for, a perfection that lives in my inner imagination.

I don’t love you, but I have a strong desire for you. A desire that exists in me, a desire that I can’t make it vanish or that I won’t make it vanish.

You are the one that makes my tears disappear when you smile. You are the one that can make me feel worm when I miss you. You are the one that can read my thoughts even when I am not thinking. You are the one that can read my soul from my eyes even when I have them closed.

All those things that I am looking from you seem a lot, but there not. I would do them for you. They are just tiny things that can make one person happy.

You are the one that when I am sleeping I can feel your eyes watching me and spreading warmness; you are the one that even when I am sad can feel my inner pain and make it vanish.

You are the one with the voice that can wake up and motivate my natural smile. Then we can together bring a smile that can bring brightness to our day, our morning, our noon, our evening.

You are the one that I can’t see but I can feel. I can feel the desire for having you, as the one. I imagine the power and the influence that you have over me… but again that’s just my imagination, my desire, my inner photo of u.

… is just a shadow of my imagination of you.

Majkus and Titel's Goodbye Party

2007-06-10T18:22:00.000-07:00

The time came, when we had to say Goodbye...

bye bye to my two dear friends...

Majkus and Titel...

Majkus my first MC VP PD, my great friend, a person who is ready to give an advice anytime and for anything, also to give support and motivation...

and

Titel my first NST, my great friend, my software helper and support, also here anytime for an advice...

So on 6th of June we went on Majkus and Titel's Goodbye Party...

The party was at the cafe called ''Lilit", which is very near to the MC office...

Also in Majkus's last days spent in MK I had a chance to meet her mother and her sister, who by the way are very polite, interesting and wonderful lady's.

So we all had fun at that party

but still I will miss u guys...

YES I WILL MISS YOU A LOT

Hugsssssssssss........ ;O)

MILDS 2007

2007-05-31T15:43:00.001-07:00

And another eXPperience has arrived...

Another conference that left an impact on me, as well as to the other participants...

My 1st leadership eXPerience...

my 1st organizing a conference eXPerience...

my 1st team working eXPerience...

Which conference is that?

MILDS - Macedonian International Leadership Development Seminar

This is a conference that is organized every year in @ MACE,

by LC SKOPJE.

The goal of the conference is to develop young potential leaders, to challenge them for the next steps of developing their potential.

This year MILDS was held on Pelister, Bitola

THE PARTICIPANTS WERE

THE DELEGATES

International delegates from lots of country's such as Slovenia, Czech Republic, Netherlands, South Korea, Germany, Bosnia and Herzegovina, Poland and Romania.

THE FACI TEAM

Our dear FACIs where from Poland, Canada, Turkey, Romania and our dear AI Delegate - Jarda was from Czech Republic.

And the WONDERFUL people who were called the Organizing Committee of MILDS 2007

THE OC TEAM

The Participate were arriving on 30th April and 2nd May
Some came by bus,

some by train,

some by plane

and even some by car.

TO BE CONTINUED...

2007-05-13T11:45:00.000-07:00

My first leadership experience...

... really challenging experience

To be a leader doesn't just take to be born as one, it also takes to develop your self as one. A leader is not the one who is just born with that potential, it's that one who has developed him self as a leader.
Developing as a leader is not just reading about it and learning from the books, it's about being one. It's about handling the challenges, motivating your team, motivating your self. Learning to live with the fact that there always will be people who don't like you, people who don't believe in you and the ones that don't care about you.
A leader may find out that he doesn't have the support that he need but that doesn't make him lass compatible for being one for being a good one.

AIESEC International eXPerience

2007-04-08T11:43:00.000-07:00

What a GREAT eXPerience is to be an OC on a national congress...
Let me tell u about it...

This ppl that u see on this photo are the ppl that I worked with.
Where? What?
Well this is how the story goes.

I was asked from my MC VP PD(Majkus) do I want to go and be an OC (Organizing Committee) on a conference in a foreign country. I said yes why not. A new experience for me will be a good change. Then after few days i got an sms from Majkus saying '' Martince pack your bags you are going in Turkey ''. To tell u the truth I wasn't very exited because I knew that I don't know anyone from there. So I was frighten, and all the time i was thinking '' How am I going to talk to them? Are they going to except me or not? '' But still I wanted to go... To meet new ppl and to learn some think about AIESEC in the world. So the time came. I packed my bags before I got in the bus I had some challenges(problems) but still I wasn't giving up. No way. First of all i did pack my BIG suitcase, so I wasn't gone unpack all the thinks again.

I went to the bus station with my dad and after he left I stayed with my mom and Majkus.
I got in the bus. It was nice because I was siting alone on two sits.
(It was because I am a BIG girl)
The funny thing was that after BG border I was the only lady in the bus. What happend?

After we pass the BG border I went to sleep and after a while i got up because the bus stopped and we were making a break. So I look around and I notice that there was no lady in the bus. So at first I was frighten imagine 15 guys and u are the only one lady in the bus, plus u have no idea what happen with the lady that was in the bus. Then I had a little imagination in my mind but that didn't lass long. After all there are some benefits when u find your self alone between 15 man, for example I didn't carry my suitcase they were caring it instead of me. The trip was over. On 27th at 7 am(in Turkish time) I arrived in Istanbul. They have a enormously big bus station.

But good organized bus station.
There is no chance to get lost.

Lucky me i didn't had chance to get lost...

So after my arriving I was waiting for 15 or 20 minutes at the agency, and I knew that I was waiting for my OCP Zeynep, but I had no idea how did she looked. Before I got to Istanbul we were contacting and she sent me a photo of the OCs, but she did tell who is who on the photo. But no problem I knew that some of them is Zeynep. After few minutes she enter the door...When I saw her entering the door ah that was so reliving.
You know when you go in another country away from home where you for a fact don't know anyone plus you are alone. It is kind a scary at least for me. Finally got to meet the OC team. The team that teach me the meaning of the word TEAM. Those ppl made me think about work in the TEAM, also inspired me to do my job as OCP MILDS 2007 in the best possible way.

They excepted me as a team member, they tread me as i was already working with them for the whole time.
THE PPL ARE:
THE TEAM LEADER
Zeynep,
THE TEAM MEMBERS:
Burcu, Sertac, Gizem, Erdi, Berna, Cemil and ME

Burcu my canim.
What can i say just a magnificent person.
A friend that u can only dream for.
It's a blessing to have u as my friend.
HUGS & KISSES...

Me and Erdi. He is OCP ANATOLIA 2007.
Great person, great OC and also GREAT OCP.
Here for me, here for him.
A true AIESECer...

Me and Gizem at the Gala Dinner. Great person and a beautiful girl and also great OC.
Hugs girl I really miss u
Keep the positive energy

Heheeheh Berna.
U can't not smile when she is around.
We together love to eat, but not to much.
=O)

Ah Sertaç.
What can I say as u can c hard working guy.
Impressive he manage to dream about every session

No just kidding.
Great OC and great guy. HUGS

The Sweet Cemil.
Great person...
...i am impressed that he learned how to count in Macedonian.
And he teach me how to count in Turkish
Tesekkür ederim

My favorite OCP Zeynep.
A person who did a lot for me, a person from who i teach me not just the
Turkish language but also how to be OCP.
Çok Tesukkür ederim.

I JUST WANT TO SAY.
GUYS I LOVE AND I PROMISE WE WILL C EACH OTHER AGAIN.
I PROMISE...

SENI ÇOK SEVIORUM OC...

...Makedonya'dan Sevgilerimle

Pozdravi od Makedonija

Edna pregratka (my blood)

2007-02-21T14:24:00.000-08:00

Edna pregratka

"Zosto nikogas ne me guskas? Ajde sega daj mi samo edna pregratka te molam" mi veli taa.

A pak jas ja gledam zaprepasteno i si velam kakva e taa pregratka bez nikakvi emocii kon tebe, nikakva zar koga ti si do mene. Nekogas posakuvam da ne si mi toa sto si mi. Pa duri ponekogas imam I podsvesna zelba za tvoe nepostoenje.

Sigurno na tebe ti se gledaat rabotite vo nasiot zivot normalni, no ne e taka. Toa e samo tvojot pogled kon nasiot svet. Posle se sto stori vo mojot zivot jas ednostavno nemozam taka da prodolzqm so istiot odnost kon tebe, koj vo minatoto sme go imale.

Sekoj den e nov den za mene koga jas nautro se budam posakuvajki i molejki se nisto da ne bide kako porano, bidejki imam ogromna grutka na grlovo t.e. neiskazanost koja nitu mozam da ja goltnam, a uste pomalku pak da ja iskazam.

Zaedno sme, no sekoj mig izminat e za mene maka. A zosto? Pa sakam ovoj period od zivotov moj brzo da projde, bidejki ne sum ni malku srekna okolu tebe. Me gusi mislata deka poslednive godini ednostvno mi gi otezna, so toa sto ne mi bese ona sto trebase da mi bides. So toa sto ne bese pokraj mene togas koga mi trebase. Ne cuvstvuvav nikakva ljubov, bidejki ja zameni so gorcina, koja podocna mi ja prenese. Ne custvuvav nikakva podrska, za koja ti si dolzna vo zivotot da mi ja pruzas.

I taka so site tie misli koi letaa niz mojot um dodeka ti se podavase nakaj mene so rasireni race odednas i jas gi rasiriv moite. I ete se sluci, sto se sluci. Ednostavno ja dobi posakuvanata pregratka.

No sega eve sum vo tvoja pregatka i nisto ne osekam, nema toplina, nema zar ima samo tazni emocii, koi sekogas gi krijam. No ti sepak si zadovolna, I pak slepo ne gi zabelezuvas faktite. Na liceto lazna nasmevka, a sepak vnatre goram od lutina, bidejki odamna go izgubiv ona sto go imav, po moja mala vina, no i poradi tvojot egoizam. Tvojota greska bese vo toa sto ti me zanemari i go gledase svojot zivot, tvojte custva, tvoeto srce, a ni za moment ne se seti da me poglednes vo moite nasolzeni oci, vo koi mozese mnogu lesno da se zabelezi mojata detska nevinost.

Me smetase za glaven vinovnik za zagubata koja ti ja predizvika. I sega tebe taa lutina ti se izgubi ili pak ja zakopa dlaboko vo sebe I taka si se smeskas I me guskas kako nikogas nisto da ne se slucilo. No sigurna sum deka samo ja zakopa, bidejki sekogas koga ke dojdes so nesto slicno vo presret ti prestanuvas da razgovaras so mene. Do sega mi bese se taka matno, no kako rastam sum se pozrela i svakam deka ednostavno ti seuste ja kries lutinata vo sebe.

Sekogas koga sakas da mi pokazes ljubov, so edna mala pregratka ili so nekakov dar ti mi prodavas demagogija. Demek eve sega jas sum srekna, ne sum ljuta I mnogu te sakam. No, ne e se taka lesno, ti zgresi I jas toa nemozam da ti go oprostam, bidejki ednas izgubena doverba, so darovi I so pregratki ne se vraka. Nasata ljubov, nasiot odnos bese edna vazna koja ti od nevnimanie ja skrsi, a sega sakas da ja zalepis, no nekako zaboravas deka taa nema da go ima prvenstveniot izgled. Deka nemoze se da bide po staro, bidejki jas ednostavno ne sakam, a i ednostavno nemozam. Ne mozes da mi ispukas kursum vo srcevo I podacna da reces, pu pu aj od pocetok.

I ete si projde uste edna, uste edna, uste edna I uste edna pregratka koja e cista demagogija i koja sekogas e po tvoja inicijativa. No mene vo zivotot voopsto ne mi znaci taa pregratka, bidejki jas idninata ne ja gledam do tebe, ednostavno ti veke mi stana tovar, koj od milosrdnost ke go guskam I cuvam se dodeka postoi.

Na krajot na kraistata se za svojata krv.

OCP MILDS

2007-02-13T13:46:00.000-08:00

OCP MILDS 2007

Wow that sounds so cool, isn`t.

And now let me tell u about this expirience. This Sunday i had an interview for OCP MILDS 2007. Wow i was so afraid, and the moment .......
I was interviewed by Maja, Ckalja and Rogi. Maja was ok, she wasn`t having the skary face, Ckalja little serious but he give me some smiles. And Roglic ah (man u r very serious person in those moments) I thought I was going to die. In those moments i was concentrated but in some moments i was praying so that question is the last one. But noooooooo, there were more Q.

Then that night was ah so hard for me, i wasn`t able to eat, to sleep, i wasn`t even able to sit in one place( because i was waiting for the results ), BUT yeah BUT, no results in the morning i got a call from Ckalja (the LCP SKOPJE) and he told me that they couldn`t deside, so there will be another interview. But this interview will be different.
And believe me it was different. How?
Well I wasn`t nervous at all, i even ask if i can stand when i was going to present my solutions for the 5 problem. Hahahahaha, i had so much confident`s in me, that i coudn`t recognize my self.
And the second interview was GREAT, then again waiting for the results.
I was so prepared to hear even that i lost, that i`m not OCP MILDS 2007. But i had some feeling of self confidence in me that wasn`t letting me to be disappointed, even if i lose.
But a woman`s intuition is never wrong. Trust me never. Ur sub conscience can be wrong, becouse it shows u what u want to see, but ur intuition NEVER.
Any way i had the next day so i needed to prepare my self, so i start reading my study book, and in one moment i just lost my concentration and i thought how Ckalja is calling me and telling me the results. But this may sound strange, but i that same moment Ckalja was really calling me and.
Before i answer to Ckalja i just took one long deep breath. So Ckalja didn`t sound very happy, so i was very afraid, but brave. I just sayd to my self if I lose I lose, but if I win then I will go and buy my self an OCP ear-rings.
So we had a small chat but his behaviour i was like he didn`t had anything to say to me. And he sayd "So ok then", and my curiosity was killing. So asked him "Don`t u have anything to say to me?". And I just got his cold answer ''Well no I don`t have anything to say, except to CONGRATULATE u''.
And my dear ones when u work hard for something u just need to really believe in ur self and u will get it.

I WON. I AM OCP MILDS 2007.
So now I`m happy, motivated, and ready to start organizing MILDS 2007.

2007-02-13T09:49:00.000-08:00

Hallo ppl !!!!!

By coming on my blog u can learn lot`s of thinks for me, maybe even from me =)
Most of the time i`m talking(not many ppl can stop me from talking), and i`m always with a smile on my face.
I don`t like when ppl r not positive or not happy, so i share my positive energy.
I`m unique person, i love sports (especially soccer). I love my life. My passion`s r philosophy and shopping ear-rings.
I can be a good friend to every one, even to my enemy`s.

So my dear friends this is only short word 4 me.
Read more from this blog and u will eventually get to know me.